Today, I issue my Declaration of Dependence.
When I was nine years old I watched the
Democratic National Convention on television. We (my mother, my brother and I) were living in a one bedroom house in
rural Arkansas at the time and my mother was working at a job she hated to provide for us as best she could. The family who lived just down the dirt road from us had no indoor plumbing, and for a toilet they used a toilet seat that straddled two cinder blocks perched over a hole dug in the ground. I could sense that we were not that well off, and watching the convention was like a religious experience for me, a
tent revival. The speeches and themes spoke to me and I was converted. I, at nine, was a
Yellow Dog Democrat.
This would shape me for the next thirty-four years, as much of my identity was shaped by my self-identification as a Democrat. My heroes tended to think like me, and my friendships depended upon shared convictions. In my thirties, I became a newspaper editor and then went on to write editorials, waving the party flag and thinking up clever ways to point out the flaws of Republicans. I also went after conservative Christians who seemed to be missing the entire point of Christianity.
I'd also, you see, developed a theology over the years, and was struggling with what it meant to be a follower of Christ in twenty-first century America.
Questions arose, some of them raised by my children, like, "Daddy, what does allegiance mean?" When I explained that it was a promise of loyalty and devotion to a person, group or cause, my seven year old daughter told me she couldn't do that, that her allegiance was to God.
Over the past few years I have increasingly scrutinized my loyalties to government and to God. I have explored the views of the
Anabaptists, the
Mennonites, and the
Quakers, as well as the views of the
Catholics, the
Baptists and the
Presbyterians. I have read the work of leaders who were convinced that all Democrats were going to hell, and the work of leaders who felt it would be the Republicans taking the expressway south. And I have become very uneasy.
For years I was convinced that all Republicans were maliciously selfish, but that didn't square with some of the people I met who supported the Republican party because their conviction that abortion was murder precluded any support they could give the Democrats. These were good people with strong convictions.
At the same time, I was meeting more and more Democrats who were singularly focused on their own pet issues (gay rights, pro-choice, etc.).
Through intensive Biblical study, prayer and conversation, it became clear to me that, at nine years old, I pledged allegiance to the Democratic Party and it had become an idol. All of my faith and worship had been given to them to the exclusion of God. The Democrats could save us, I thought, if we just gave them a chance. But they never did. And they never will. And, of course, neither will the Republicans. Or the Tea Partiers.
So, today, I issue my Declaration of Dependence.
I pledge allegiance to God, as I should have done years ago. This is what the early Christians were executed for, committing treason against Rome by refusing to give their allegiance to an earthly kingdom.
Neither party seems particularly interested in the
Beatitudes, the
Sermon on the Mount, or
fruits of the Spirit. Both parties pursue war without counting the costs. As
Shane Claiborne writes: "We vote every day by how we live, what we buy, and who we pledge allegiance to." I refuse to cast a vote that does not further the kingdom of God "on earth as it is in Heaven." (
Matthew 6:10) Instead, today, I pledge to cast my vote daily, through relationship, acts of mercy and kindness, love and worship. This is really the only way any of us can change the country we live in. We have to stop waiting for Washington, D.C. to do it, because they simply do not care.
For an understanding on how I came to this Declaration, I suggest the following:
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